Monday, July 31, 2006

rachel: monday morning mourning

Today was quite a frustrating day. I hate it when we, or at least I move through school so fast I hardly gain anything tangible from it except a throbbing headache and a lump stuck in my throat. So many things have happened don't you think?

OK maybe not so many but one little thing which has had such reverberating effects. ben soh. Well we're talking about who condones what and what not and I really think that the school is just doing what they ought to do. Like a computer pretty much. Personally, I don't feel a darn thing. As in yeah, its a burnt up locker and its school property but do we find fault in ignorance, or a person's full confidence in himself if what fahrul says about the pen is right, or just judge by the happenings and don't care about the beginnings. Sigh. I just want to thank ben soh for adding that spark (no pun intended) back into someone's life. Do I sound sadistic? BUt yes, life has begun to sing monotonous one note songs in my ear and I really need a blast to make me move on somehow. About the school and action taken its just their jobs. If I were in the senior admin's shoes I would have probably done the same. Thing is, I don't know. It's just given people things to talk about other than combustion in chem. class.

Yes, monday has not been nice. I seriously felt distraught with you guys in class. And I don't know why thats the worse part.